I have been doing intuitive readings to my spirit guides for some time now... I am very accurate for others and very comfortable doing it.
In the last month I am experiencing things I call "awakened psychosis" and wonder if people can help me discern what is going on
And what I can do to help myself.
I feel tranced out much of the day. I feel like boundaries between me and others have been wiped out to a great degree. I think people are "conspiring for my benefit" (I am not paranoid and have checked with a therapist and doctor on this) and most of the time it is pleasant, except it is also unreal. I am watching a movie of my life while awake and much of what people say and do seems to answer the questions I have going on in my head.
I know I sound more than loony tunes but I am very aware of all that is happening, problem is I am not sure what IT is that is really going on with me. It does kind of feel like I am watching a movie of all my dreams coming true and my friends and enemies are all working behind the scenes to help and in some way this has helped me to manifest amazing things in the last month which is great, but, still I feel spacey too much of the time and I also think maybe it isn't a good idea to be this open or something.
Any advice is very, very welcome.