I am 19 years old now, and ever since I was about 14 I think was when the strange occurrences began to happen. I am confused as I do not know what abilities I possess as they seem to be progressing gradually as I get older. When I was 14, I would stay home alone and my family would go out grocery shopping or something and we had a window in the living room above the garage that you could see the driveway that lead into the garage. I would have a sudden sense or whatever you would call it, to go to the window and I would see them driving up the street.
Within the past two years, I would be sleeping or half awake almost asleep, and I would hear the voice of a woman, if I remember correctly, and I would not be able to move or breathe. I don't know if that has anything to do with the paranormal, but I thought I would share.
Sometimes I am able to guess times when someone will call; I am good at guessing. When I am going to see someone, I will kind of know the day before and sometimes I will just know facts about someone I am thinking about or not thinking about, but it's only people I know or am connected to. I know things without anyone telling me. I have found that I am also empathic; that is for sure. Since I was 13, I was very antisocial and I had trouble doing my schoolwork and I kind of knew I was different but shrugged it off thinking maybe everyone was like me. Haha I didn't really think about it. I would always feel overwhelmed and it was so bad that I would skip school and I ended up failing my 7th and 8th grade year and I decided to drop out. It affected my ability to concentrate. I went back to school but it was the same. I have dropped out and am going to get my GED and hopefully "master" my empathy.
Sometimes it confuses me because I don't know which emotions are my own and which ones are someone else's and it seems its only certain people I'm close to or that I have a connection with that that happens. It's caused me trouble in my relationships at times. Haha That's never good. Also I have seen shadows or figures. I saw a white one when my family and I were coming home passing through the mountains. It looked like a white wolf but then like a fog then vaporized across the road. It confused me. I also saw a black figure that looked male by the tennis courts and there was a skinny tree?...haha and it walked to the tree but never came out on the other de. My girlfriend has also seen them. I would appreciate it if someone could maybe help me identify my abilities and maybe help me to control them?