Sometimes I think I am nuts, I have been hearing voices now for the better part of 6 years. I have seen & felt spirits as well, but that has stopped, quite a while ago. I don't so much mind hearing the voices and also the music, but I do have two problems with this. 1st off, it makes it much harder to fall asleep, and secondly I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THEY ARE SAYING, or even what songs I can hear. The best description I can give to someone is that it almost sounds like an AM talk radio show. It is like a roundtable meeting, with one voice a little louder than the rest, although it sounds trampled on too. What I mean by that is, it does not necessarily stick to any type of order, and they seem to be speaking with one another, and even over one another, although it seems to stay to some type of roundtable discussion with very little order? The music is there also, I can never differentiate what music is playing.
I have never tried speaking with them, I have always prayed to the Lord Jesus Christ to take the sounds away, and although I know he is listening, he doesn't ever really acknowledge my request. It is only before I fall asleep and usually only at night, today is the first time, and it bothered me when trying to get a nap in. If I wake up in the middle of the night, I can fall right back to sleep without hearing them? Like I said, I have seen and definitely felt spirits in the past, unfortunately more than 1/2 of the time, they were definitely evil, I mean you can feel it like on top of you, right there with you, it is a really bad feeling, and very scary.
You can say what you should do, or to turn to Jesus when something like this happens, but the truth is, when you are surprised or caught up by anything, your thinking is definitely not clear; my life is not in the movies, I would love to sit here and say that I am 100% positive, if someone were to break into my house, or catch me off guard, that I would not totally freeze, but I cannot say that with truth, because there have been some traumatic events in my life (none that I can think of now, and they may have only happened in a dream, but they are and were as real gets to me) that I just totally 1005 froze solid with fear, and my body was so heavy that I could not even lift my arms to help myself or anyone else; so saying what to do in those type of situations is great for the Monday morning quarterback.
I don't know if I am crazy or what, but it all seems real to me? Any comments or suggestions would be appreciated, and by some of these postings, I can only say, that I am glad I am not alone!
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