I was pondering on my childhood and why my abilities are different from when I was a child. I think my powers developed from a strong desire to want to contact the deep to get to know my father who had passed away before I could remember anything about him. Currently I'm lost because whenever I try to feel or use any of my abilities they don't seem to work.
When I was a child I use to call the things I could do light abilities. I was a pure child bit events took place that had stained me. Now I'm loosing it. I'm not hearing, feeling, or seeing anything anymore. Sometimes they work on there own but not anymore. I can't even feel the third eye. It's really depressing so what it is that I'm asking is, does anyone have any advice?
I don't know if this helps but if I remember correctly my mom had once told me that we had witch decedents. And my aunt suffers from the evil eye or that's what my grandma has said. So any help would be greatly appreciated.
Thanks and god bless
P.S., I have some memories of my past life. Nothing really big, I just have feelings that I once experienced fighting and wars. I still feel that I remember how to fight bit it's more like a feeling than anything else.