Small Things Happening More Often And Getting Stronger

I am a 13 year old boy. Let me say I am a weak psychic at best and that I have had experiences all my life from about age 6 but all of a sudden things started happening almost every day. First, ability's also belong to my mother and grandmother. I however am the first one to speak out, since my grandfather is, shall we say, "freaked" by these things, hence silencing my family.

My first experience at age six was one of my strongest. I was going to see my cousin (who I've only seen once and that was when I was still crawling) far upstate. A month before that I had seen a girl dancing on a carpet. The camera angle, if you will, was about 2 yards (a meter and a half) back from her. The next month when I went to go see my cousin I walked through the door with my bag and that SAME red haired girl from my dream was dancing on the carpet in the exact same house and setting I saw. Sometimes I can also sense acne outbreaks in my dreams.

Another thing I've always been able to do that has been becoming more frequent is my seeing of cats. I'll be sitting on my bed reading and all of a sudden out of the corner of my eye I see a cat. It's there and I can see it perfectly. As soon as I turn my head though, it disappears, but only when I turn my head, I've sat there watching one for about a minute with my eyes.

Sometimes I get cold patches, feel like someone's watching me, and lately have been drawn to a corner of my room and a place in a hallway at a certain times. I also see light patches glide across rooms out of the corner of my eye.

One of the minor things is about once a month I am half awake half sleeping. I can feel but can't move. All of a sudden I'm walking around places I've never been. I have no control over anything. I'm just watching from inside the person who is doing normal things. There taking a walk, driving a car, Lost on the highway, and once I saw a body dump.

Little things happen every day that I know are going to a second before they happen. There are so many I can't remember all of them. One huge one happened to me yesterday though. I was walking to my mom's car after I ran into a store to get something to drink. I had picked something in a glass bottle and walking back to the car I had a bad feeling. Well getting in the car, clear as day, I saw the bottle dropping. A split second later the bottle slip out of my hand and dropped. Now, between the vision and event I moved my foot one step back. If I hadn't the bottle would have sliced though my calf and I would've been in the ER.

This is probably one of my strongest "ability's". I just recently read something about visions in your mind being reflected into your hearing and I think I have this. I hear people call my name clear as day but there's no one around or when I answer the person in the room will say they didn't say anything. Just last night I heard the living room phone ringing. I asked if she was going to answer it and she said answer what? 2 seconds later the other phones started ringing and she picked up.

I should probably do this In another article but I'm just going to wrap it up here. I think my emotions are connected to someone. Sometimes I randomly Break down crying for no reason or Get extremely mad, stressed, paranoid, ect. But, there's no one around me experiencing these emotions. This winter I fell into a huge pit of depression for no reason. It lasted for half the school year and I couldn't do anything to cheer myself up. I don't know why and I'm ashamed to say I started cutting myself. It wasn't me doing it, well it was but something drove me to the knives and I just started doing it. Afterwards I kind of woke up like nothing happened. Don't worry, I've never hurt myself since then and am 100% healthy mentally. I have no intent to do it again anyways.

Thank you for reading this and I'm sorry it's so long. I'm looking for advice of any kind, but really for what type of psychic I am and how I can strengthen these ability's. Thank you.