I'm Ola and I'm 13 years old.
I have many odd experiences. I guess I should start from the beginning. The first experience I had was when I was 8 and I kept "making things happen". I would want something to happen and the next day it would happen but there would always be a backfire. The consequence always matched the thing I wanted. I stopped after I had a very bad backfire.
Now I have restarted and I get feelings of the future. For instance I would have a feeling that I would help someone and a few hours later I was helping the new girl do trampoline. Some times I would just stare into space for no good reason and remember something like a word or a picture. I also saw the plane crash in the Atlantic before it happened. I also feel presences like spirits and get some glimpses of them. Some times I can communicate with them. I think I have some form of telekinesis and a bit of empathy. All of this is on top of what I could do before.
I am fine with my abilities and I have been trying to do some things like meditate and contact my spirit guide but I am afraid of bad spirits. Only my mum knows about my abilities and she makes fun of them. Lately I have also had some horrid headaches whenever I try to relax or use my abilities. I need some help with handling my abilities, meditating, taking away evil spirits and finding my spirit guide. Please help me because it I would like to control it more.
Note: From what I see, 'your powers' are no doubt compatiable with your body. The reason why you can't control it is because you are still growing and it is therefore unstable.
Psychic abilities that occur on Earth depend, solely, on the INNER spiritual density. Meaning, the energy vary depending on how you harvest it. My advice is that you should find the flaws that you may have done to your spirit and fix it.
The following advise can be discriminative, but I don't mean any offense whatsoever. So... Before you read on... Accept my apology!
Sozzy! <3
1. Don't FEEL frightened or emotionally unstable in any way. This activates unnecessary adrenaline that accelerates the powers.
2. You are not trying to dominate your powers. 'Dominating' is not 'Controlling', that is what I call abuse. Control is like shaping your powers to your specifications, but not demanding a lot out of it. You demanding that you want to SEE your visions is not helping. Notice how every time you start a vision your mind goes blank and the consciousness not working.
3. Work with it. On my last post, I sought that you should try to understand your powers. Your relationship with it is very important because what you do to it bounces back a percentage more to you.
4. Everybody have their own individual space, personality, life etc. Find out what condition is the best for your powers, not for yourself.
If all goes well for you, your powers will no doubt start to respond to you.
Get ready for the challenge!
X. Alyona. Iva