Owning My Psychic Experiences

The other day, we get up from lunch, and all of a sudden my friend turns to me and says, "I think you're psychic." Imagine my face when she said that. It wasn't as random as you think. Before this day, I have had many unexplainable things happen, which my friend knows all about. I will tell of a few, just so you know what I'm dealing with.

It started out simple, I would dream something, like, the whole next day, and what happens, and what is said, so on and so forth. Well, if I did exactly what happened in my dream, things would work out exactly how I had dreamt them. Well this was fine, and I would kind of get used to it. But then, I don't know exactly when this happened, but I started being able to remember insignificant little details about things, then I started remembering almost everything. I would remember what someone was wearing a random day of the week. I never lost anything because I remembered where I put everything. I just pictured stuff, and it was right. I can still do this, really well. If I see it, or hear it, I instantly remember. Out of everything, this is like the only thing that really bothers people.

The part with the dreams happened around the time high school did, and I think it might be because of the change I went through emotionally. I changed from the shy preppy girl to the outgoing one. That's just what I think.

The weirdest part is my predictions. I know when people will break up. I don't know if that means I'm psychic, or if I just read people really well. It's not like this has happened only once, because I've done it, probably 12 times, for 8 different groups of people. I don't even think about it, its kind of like I just know.

The one time I am not proud of at all, which scares the crap out of me, is one random Saturday, we were walking through the park, and there was a man, probably around 55, he was playing catch with a young kid around 10. Well, my parents know him, and I'm pretty sure he used to go to my church. Well, we were walking through and I look over at the man, and stop dead in my tracks, and whisper, "He's going to die from a heart attack next week." Well, then I had to explain to the people I was with, what I meant, why I said it, so on and so forth, and that's when my friend who thinks I'm psychic really started thinking about the things that I've predicated, and so the quest began.

It was not the next week my mom was reading the paper, and she said, "Oh, so and so died yesterday. You remember him Amanda, his grandson was the one who bleh bleh bleh at church. Remember? Oh that's terrible; I should call your grandmother..." So on and so forth. I was freaked out, because, well, it was weird to hear this, and not tell anyone.

I went to school and told Crystal. She was freaked a bit too.

I had never even considered me being psychic, but now, I'm not sure.

I was just wondering if anyone knows anyone who could lead me in the right direction, or help me in anyway at all.

If it turns out I have SOME psychic abilities, if anyone knew how to get a hold of them, and make them stronger.

Thanks.

-- Amandalove-xx