I'm completely new to this site and this sort of thing, I am only 15 but have recently been introduced by a friend and my mother and have been fascinated ever since.
When I was younger, about 9 I think, I used to see colored spots floating in the air, not all the time, but often. This really scared me as a child and I used to go to my mom crying every time this happened. It seemed to happen much more when I was outside, or alone. For about a year now I have been wondering what it meant? And wondering if I would ever have the chance to see something like that again.
But recently I have been trying to become more aware, although quite unsure how to do so. The reason I have been trying is that although I am young, I somehow feel that this is my purpose in life, something to do with all of this as I have felt from the day I was introduced to all of this properly. I do wish I could have someone with who I could discuss these things with as I feel so alone.
As a child I also used to wonder why I couldn't control others, be others, and read others. This from when I was about 5. Is this normal for a 5 year old?
I really want to become more aware, and more psychic if possible. What can I do to help?
Thank You. Please help.
Misia.
And that thing were you want to be someone else, I do that too, only its because when I talk to people, I sorta BECOME them. I feel what they feel, I see their past and life story.