Where to begin? I'm not sure how to describe what I feel or how I knew these things. But sometimes when an event happens in my life I just stop walking and I feel very fragile, because I'm thinking to myself, "Oh my goodnes. I knew this was going to happen. It already has." At those moments I can feel it. I know it and that it's not deja vu. But I can never recall when I had this state of knowing. I assume and have tried to figure out that it must be like some trance that I am not aware of and never remeber. It must happen sometime when I'm asleep, yet not? I can never ponder enough to conclude how I know these things.
Also, I know when there are spirits around. I'm not sure how, but I can just sense that they're near me and where they are standing. It's unusual but I can completely tell (especially when I'm alone it works and happens more often) when the atmoshere around me changes and someone is there.
Finally, the strange "ability" I have; I can look at someone and if I concentrate and focus on that one person and only them (and no I don't go crossed eyed, get a headache, or mistake this for becoming unfocused and in a daze) I can see a ray of light -or a haylo as it's most commonly called- around the person and I can tell, "Wow, that person is pure, and they are going to heaven." but I always know that people aren't 100% good and not at all evil or that things could change in life and that light could disapear from them. But at those moments I can clearly see that person surrounded with a wonderful light.
My problems: I can't talk to anyone about this, and two, I need answers! I feel so odd.