When I was about 16 I saw a man in a graveyard. It was clear daylight and the man waved at me. I told my friends about this, and just forgot about it. Well that night I think I was sleeping, when I sat up in bed. There was a figure sitting on my bed. Although he wasn't clear, I could see in my mind what he looked like. He "said" some stuff about being sorry, and hurting some people, and would I forgive him? At the time I did not know who this was, but I said I couldn't forgive him, it had to come from God.
Next thing I raised slowly from my body and watched myself sleep. I then kind of moved forward and slightly up until I came to a tunnel. There were lots of hands trying to pull me back but I made it to a divide. I kind of told the spirit to choose which way to go as I could not do it for him. To the right of the tunnel was a warm light, like a candle but to the left there was a sharp bend. I do not remember what happened next, but felt a jolt as I went back to sleep.
When I saw a medium some time later she asked if I have ever been close to death, and I said no which is true.
I have also had experiences of being on a beach, the same feeling as floating from your body, but ending up an a beach. Here I walked with a man and the colours were like when you close your eyes and look at the sun. I could hear a whooshing of the sea, but talked to this man through thought.
I am worried that I have done something wrong by going down this tunnel. There was no bad feelings when you had to chose which way to go, but the hands that were grabbing at me were trying to pull me back. Anyone else had this happen to them, or know if this sounds like something in dreams. Thanks