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Emotions Pouring Into Me

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By visiongurl95

(4 stories) (32 posts) (the author is a young adult)
Date: 2009-03-03
Country: Wallis and Futuna
Category: Telepathy / Empath
 

My friend Jenna has recently been going through some troubled times. She often relapses into bouts of depression where she keeps to herself and lashes out to anyone who tries to reach out to her. She is a medium, and a psychic. I'm the only one who really understands what she goes through because I have the same thing. I just deal with it better. It is partially because she feels very alone in life; she thinks that her parents don't love her anymore and often cuts herself to, in her words, "let my anger pour out of me".

I've been worried about Jenna for a long time. I mean, I know I would be struggling if I were in her position, but there's just something about her cutting herself that has me on edge. And it's not like I don't have other friends that cut themselves, the only thing is, their cutting doesn't bother me like Jenna's does.

For about a month, Jenna avoided cutting herself. Then, today, she told me she was going to cut herself again. I was thrown suddenly into the future and I saw three possibilities- one, that she was going to end up killing herself by slitting her wrists. Two that she was going to try and give up at the last minute. And three that she was going to be discovered and saved by friends or family. I told her about it and she shrugged it off, saying she was going to try but that I shouldn't worry.

Then, she wrote me a note saying this-

Never forget me

Forget me never

But if you forget me

Forget me forever

I gave her a sad smile and told her that it was unwise, but I had already seen the future and I knew it was unlikely to change.

In homeroom, Jenna was standing next to me and she got this bliss-out expression on her face. I looked down and I saw long ragged scratch dripping blood on her arm. She said, "I feel so good now. It's like all the bad feelings have slipped away." As soon as she spoke I felt the emotions she had just claimed to have slipped away from her glide onto me. I was crushed in depression and anger as I gasped for air and tried to keep from blacking out.

I begged her not to cut herself in school, to at least wait until she got home. She didn't understand and as she worsened her wound, her emotions filled me even more.

I struggled to keep her emotions in check until she left. As soon as we were a mile away from each other it stopped, thankfully. I'm worried now that if she slits her wrists she will end up dying, but I'm also worried that I might end up dying along with her. I mean, just from her onslaught of feelings from a small scratch nearly made me pass out, what would a full on cut do?

Thanks for all advice. It is desperately needed.

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Timfaraos (426 posts)
 
10 years ago (2015-03-09)
Being a medium, opens your life up to demonic spirits! Sad but true!... When she cut herself, the demon left her, because she did what it wanted, to destroy herself. Then, the demon jumped on YOU! I suggest you close the door to the demons, and open the door to Jesus and His powerful and loving holy angels. Better safe than sorry!
Empathsam (3 stories) (109 posts)
 
15 years ago (2009-08-08)
It wasn't a demon. Your freind simply was so spiraled into depression she became emo.
MidnightWolfCalls (2 stories) (31 posts)
 
16 years ago (2009-03-09)
Right now all I can say is send her here as well, bring her into the chatroom, someone is just about always on. Blessed be to you and Jenna, with this advice she shouldn't feel alone because the majority of us are teenagers.
mrcogllrdo (12 posts)
 
16 years ago (2009-03-09)
Your ability is called empathy. Even the person who's not experienced in empathy can most likely feel the emotions your friend does. Are you also prone to other people's feelings? Like others also said, visualize a shield around you and imagine the shield to ward off negative emotions. Other than that, tell her parents what she's going through and try to keep her emotions in check. She's disposing of her negative emotions into the air; instead, there's this technique called "grounding" where she can dispose of her emotions instead. Instead of cutting herself, she can imagine the negative emotions pouring from her body to the soles of her feet. She then imagines the negativity flowing from the feet to the earth below. She should finally then imagine positive energy flowing back into her body.
revsilverson (guest)
 
16 years ago (2009-03-07)
psychic shielding takes many forms. You can use visualization, burn incense, injest infusions (check to make sure they are safe to drink first) such as bay leaf tea, and wear certain stones. Black tourmaline is my favorite as it is self cleansing, meaning it neutralises negative energy. Holding it in the hand you will feel the negativity being pulled out of you into the stone. For other stones, and with what benji said, other media like metal or objects require frequent cleansing. You can use the water method as benji described or set the object out in the sun or full moon for a few hours. You can also bury it in salt and hold it over incense or a flame to remove the negativity.
I must admit I am very concerned about your friend. There is a very fine line here between not telling her parents and going to her funeral. She has crossed a line here-get her some professional help regardless of who you have to tell. Please do it today.

Love and Light
visiongurl95 (4 stories) (32 posts)
 
16 years ago (2009-03-07)
Um yes I agree with Loralia. I mean, its not like she's depressed with no reason-she does have reasons. I highly doubt it's a demon because I'm very perceptive to that kind of thing and I can't feel one in her. So thanks anyway.

Alexandra
Loralia253 (1 stories) (21 posts)
 
16 years ago (2009-03-07)
I'm not saying it isn't but I highly doubt that it's a demon. More likely to be a lot on her mind that she is just not thinking strait.
angleGirl111 (1 stories) (113 posts)
 
16 years ago (2009-03-07)
thats sad
...
But its a demon
Cuase I got somewhat deprtessed for no reason
...
But I knew it wasent me
...
I knew it was somthing else
And you should tell your friend not to cut herself becuase its all in her mind
The demons in her mind
Just ask her if she really wants to cut herself
...
visiongurl95 (4 stories) (32 posts)
 
16 years ago (2009-03-05)
Hey benji9072-
Thanks for your advice. I tried channeling my emotions into this special necklace I have and it really worked! Thanks again.

PsychicHecate-
Thanks for your advice on shielding. I made one but I really don't know that much about it. All I know is that its white and very strong, pretty much indestructable. Its working very well. Thanks

AnneV-
I have sat down and had a long talk with Jenna and I have finally gotten her to stop cutting herself. She's promised me and her boyfriend that she won't attempt suicide, but if she gives me any cause of worry I am defenitly going to tell her parents. Thanks again.

Thanks to everyone else who commented on my story! I really needed all that advice and any more about shielding would be great!

Love
Alexandra
Loralia253 (1 stories) (21 posts)
 
16 years ago (2009-03-05)
Try to focus on your own emotions when your picking up on her emotions. All you can do for your friend is listen to her when she talks to you.
Why people usually cut them self:
1.Lack of attention. If it's lack of attention they usually tell everyone they cut them self and almost seem proud of it. When they realize that that's not the attention they want they'll move on to more drastic measures.
2.They feel a lack of control. They cut them self because they feel like they only control they have over them self. They have the choice to cut them self.
3.Stress. They are receiving so much internal pain that they drown it out with physical pain. There is also an adrenaline rush they get from it.
Signs of suicide:
1. Giving away their stuff. Things that are valuable to them.
2. Saying they are going to be going away for a while.
Hope this helps. Good luck.
anonymous (guest)
 
16 years ago (2009-03-04)
Hi. I'm a 14 year old indigo from the USA. (Also an empath). Personally, the thing I find most helpful is to try to transfer your emotions, anxiety, and stress into an object (preferably a metal one). Then submerging the metal in very cold water drains the emotions away. I think this is actually an advanced branch of psionics (the higher part of the branch is emotional and thought transferral without the use of a construct). Anyway, (getting off topic...) the trick is to use an object that you're somewhat attached to, like a necklace or ring as the metal object. Try doing this: 1. Meditate for about five minutes. 2. Place the object between your hands, keeping your eyes closed. 3. Concentrate on all of the stress and emotions funnelling into the object. 4. When you're done (or when the object doesn't seem to be able to hold anymore emotions) place the object under cold running water. If done properly, you should feel emotionally drained, but all of the stress and anxiety will be gone.

Good luck,
Ben
iseethefuture (6 posts)
 
16 years ago (2009-03-04)
I feel sometimes like my mum and dad hates me, also my family. I have noticed I have only few friends, and all of them arnt what I was looking for. Sometimes when I am so upse. I try to cut myself, but a force stops me. I don't know what it is, but it might be because of a relationship. Because I'm in love with someone. Somehow I haven't yet once cut myself. And its because I'm still inlove with that person!
Good luck with your friend. All my love ❤
TaylorHatesLove (11 stories) (93 posts)
 
16 years ago (2009-03-04)
As PsychicHecate had said, a sheild could be your best bet. I don't know much about building psychic sheilds, since I'm a learning Empath, but you'll have to talk to Jenna alone about it. Be there for her, and tell her that her death isn't necessary and that you need her, because you're afraid you'll die with her.

That's pretty much all I can help you with.

And Anne and Hecate, a question about abilities. I'm on medication for this headache problem I have, but the headaches let me know how intense my vision will be (and I have to take 3 pills a night), will the pills block out my visions? For the past few days I haven't been taking them and I've been having visions, but before that, when I took the pills, my visions were blurry or just didn't happen, I sometimes didn't even get them. I had to take the pills tonight and I'm afraid they are affecting my ability. Help would be appreciated. 😊

Much Thanks and Love
Taylor ❤
PsychicHecate (14 posts)
 
16 years ago (2009-03-04)
Sounds to me as if your an empath. That ability in particular can cause a lot of stress and upset to the empath who is feeling all these emotions. The best thing that you can to is to learn how to create a psychic shield also know as a psychic barrier. You seem to be in much need of a shield. A psychic shield helps to block out the emotions and feeling of those around you, it puts you back in charge of your emotions and feelings, when your able to block out or to certain degree block out the turbulent emotions and feelings of those around you.

I use to teach psychic development and in particular psychic shields and blocks, I have lots of exercise on psychic shield and how to create them. I can give you some Free exercises on psychic shields and block just give me an email at: psychicmediumhecate [at] yahoo.com

Blessings

Hecate:)
AnneV (4 stories) (1064 posts) mod
 
16 years ago (2009-03-04)
That is certainly a difficult situation for you.

Life for sensitive people is very difficult, even unbearable. Our society is not set up to deal with that very well. It forces that type to go inward and her cutting herself isn't just releasing the pain but a cry for help. When we do things like that in public it's to get attention.

She is too young to cope with her feelings on her own. The best thing you can do is raise this urgent concern to her parents and school staff. Psychic or not she needs counseling. There are other more constructive ways to deal with the lows of life than self annihilation.

She very well may want to kill herself. All the more reason to get proper help involved. I'm sure her parents do love her but it's typical of a teenager to feel otherwise because their parents are in a different mental and emotional space which feels like "separation" to the child.

Get help!
Anne

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