II don't know where to turn or who to really get answers from. My friends have all been helpful with saying to just keep my mind open and it will all play out, where my mother when I explained this to her asked if I was on drugs! Then she got nervous that maybe I am being warned about something that could happen to me.
A little back story is that when I was very young I swore up and down that I saw a man standing at the end of my bed who was a "rockstar type". I remember it so clear. Then my brother borrowed my mom's car one day while I was staying with my grandmother and out of no where I told my grandma that something was wrong with mommy. Mommy is in trouble. It was before cell phones so my grandma kept telling me everything was ok. Then my mom called and it turned out my brother crashed my moms car.
Most recently, this is what has happened and I can't let this go! Please help me as to what this means or what books I can read to find out more about what I am experiencing.
Over the past 3 months I have been seeing things that are not really there every so often. Like I think I see a person or get startled like I saw a person but no one is there.
About a week ago when I just got into bed and I felt something touch my wrist and freaked out! I flew up and turned the light on. Again nothing there, shocker! I shut it off and got back into bed and about 15 minutes later I felt the touch on my wrist again but was not scared. I just ignored it and it went away.
NOW THE KICKER! Two nights ago I was thinking about all this odd stuff that has been happening and that a friend recently told me that maybe someone is trying to "contact" me from the other side. So I kept thinking in my head if this is true tell me who you are! Then 15 minutes later as I lay in bed the name Katie Beers came into my head. I knew I would forget this so I texted myself with it. I just looked it up and its a girl who was held captive in 1992 but not someone who is dead?
What can this mean? I just ordered the 17 Days: Katie Beers story. I have never before heard of this story or this girl.
From a shamanic perspective there can be soul fragmentation with trauma. So it could be that part of this person is actually trying to get back to being whole.
Just a thought!