I'm a 13 year old from Singapore. Having posted a story before, I wrote about my abilities, I get deja vu and jamais vu every other day, and my dreams usually come true. I hear voices from far away in whispers, but there is always a ringing in my ears that comes before that. I can "see" into places where I've never been to, and I'm usually correct. I am also able to "jinx" people, as in, when I get mad or angry with anyone, something bad happens to them. I was so angry with a friend when I found out she had been using me all this while, so, she got in trouble with the police, although I do not know what happened to her. I even caused a relative grave harm with my "jinxing".
I feel so helpless, for I'm emotional and can't control these abilities.I'm afraid of them. My mom's cousin is a spirit medium. I've dreamt of my dead grandparents before, and they were scolding my father.
Sometimes it freaks me out. I do not have any other special abilities. But sometimes, I always feel like someone is watching me.
Recently, I was at my grandparents' for the new year. I was playing card games with my cousins and uncles for fun, when my sister got a good row. I felt something strange about it and I told her not to place her fifty cents on that row. True enough, the card she picked turned out to be a losing card.
I was angry with my uncle that day too. So when he was taking out a card on his row, I "saw" and knew that the card would be a losing one, so he put a lot of his coins on that row. And again, I was right, and he ended up losing the money.
I was a it shocked at first, then it started to get fun, so I was actually determining the outcome of the card, not guessing the card itself but manipulating it into a winning card or a losing one. I manipulate the outcome of many things, which scares me. I curse people too, but its uncontrollable, determined by my emotions. I'm afraid my abilities will go out of control. No one understands me and no one believes me when I tell them about my abilities. I wish someone could tell me more about my abilities and this deja vu thing. I would also like to know if there are such things as jinxes, as in, people who are bad luck for you?