I really don't know who I can talk to about this. If I told people about things that happen to me, I'd be declared crazy, for sure. So, here I go. I first started to hear voices at night, when I was three years old. It scared me so bad that I slept with the covers over my head, pretty much every night, from then on. I learned to block it out. I'm 32 years old now. I still hear voices at night. It sounds like a party going on above my head.
I have dreams, where I wake up and say omg... So and so is going to have a baby and is stressed. I'll tell a friend and they say, "No way". Then a few days later, sure enough it's true. I don't mind the dreams and the gut instincts that are very strong and on target, many times. I don't mind the voices. I can ignore them.
Last week, however, I had an experience and I don't understand it. I was sleeping very soundly and I heard a voice and it was asking me, "Are you lonely?" It said, "Hello, are you lonely? I'm lonely too. "Are you lonely? I know what you are". I started coming awake about then and I was struggling to wake and sit up, but I couldn't. The voice said, "Nooo...noooo don't go. Come back." And it said this a few times. I was trying to get up and I could not. I was pinned to the bed and frozen. I tried to yell and I opened my mouth and nothing would come out. I felt like this thing was trying to enter my body.
My eyes were closed but I could see the carpet on my bedroom floor and felt like I was about to fall face first into the floor and It felt like I wasn't in my bed and something was pushing my head down. I finally opened my eyes and it felt like a jolt at the same time. Then no more voices and my neck hurt. I'm not really sure what happened and I'm worried It may happened again. I just don't get it.
I can sometimes prompt it too - if I think of it. I'll hear a faint voice - and if I realize "it" is happening, I'll kind of think in my head: "Oh goodie!" and try to go a bit deeper and listen harder - it's almost like... The more I try not to think or listen to it - the clearer it sounds. Does that make any sense? I recently told a friend this and she too experiences it. I decided to google it - and found this site! I see I am NOT alone. Anyone have any tips? I actually kind of LIKE it! I just wish I could develop it more!