Some of you may have read my previous post and remember me, others won't. For the sake of those who don't I'll explain that I have the ability to sense, see and control energy/psi/whatever you want to call it. One aspect of my ability in controlling energy is the ability to draw in energy from my surroundings and use it to make myself stronger and faster.
When I wrote my previous post, I was able to use my power easily, though it did take some minor concentration to utilize. Nowadays, my ability has increased far beyond its original limits. With the slightest thought of activating my power I seem to discharge "sparks" of energy from my hands. However, my ability to absorb energy has also increased, this is the problem. My body has been absorbing energy from other sources without me willing it to. I've even been absorbing energy from other living things. Because of this I am forced to avoid all physical contact with living things where I can.
I feel like a diseased man. I do my best to release any energy which I take in from living sources but for some reason it's more difficult to force out when I absorb from living things than from non-living sources.
This problem is affecting me for the worse and try as I might, I can't seem to simply "turn it off". This is growing worse by the day and I don't know where it will end.