When I was just a little kid about 3 or 4 years old I had experiences with spirits. I would stay up all night hearing them coming up the basement stairs. Then one night one of the two spirits sent a bug to bite me and it did then she disappeared. I thought it was over. At the time I didn't even know what they were.
My parents ended up getting a divorce and I lived with my mom. I was very hurt and stored those negative thoughts and energy in my subconscious. At my mom's apartment I had terrible nightmares and built up an unknown being in my mind. I created in my subconscious a psychokinetic force of a figure not male or female that would make me have an OBE. It was completely black with sometimes yellow or red eyes. I would also dream like this.
Now that I have gotten older I know what happened but frequently ask myself how do I take control and use these abilities to my advantage?
Now I have dreams of the future but are hard to make out and decipher. I will sometimes faze out during the day and have a psychic vision. I also recently have dreams of my spirit guide telling me things. They are a gateway to different things. It's hard to discuss these things with other people because no one believes me except for my grandmother. She says I take after my great grandmother who was also a very powerful psychic.
I just want to know what do I do to develop my psychic powers more because I am running out of things to do. I have experimented with meditation, self hypnosis, dreams and other things. I have also researched and everything, and I know a lot about the supernatural and different sciences. I am not clueless or naive for an age of 14 on this subject. I now need some answers please.