I suppose it started when I first began to get ideas of stuff like pk and esp from books I would read (I love books). I began to imagine having great powers and stuff like that and oddly enough I found that one day on a drive to my house while I was staring at the grass something odd seemed to happen. When I concentrated more I found that I could see what look like an invisible force moving the grass. It seemed to me that my brain was seeing it "move" it's kind of hard to explain. I wasn't controlling anything I was just seeing something. At one point I wanted to try just staying still and seeing what I saw. When I did I found that any object no matter how small of distant came into view, like one moment I didn't know it existed then then it was all I could focus on.
At this point I decided to do more research on the subject of the mind (I was sure that there was a logical reason for the motion thing but I never found one).
After that it seems that I could use my hand to detect energy and I could "feel" people that are close enough to me (by distance not by relationship).
A lot of things could just be my imagination but somehow it also seems that when I touch something on my body that hurts it feels mildly better (but not like instantly healed) I'm almost never sick and when I am its only for a day or so. Whenever I'm hit or cut it hurts more than normal people but doesn't last as long. So what I would like to know is - is something going on or is it all in my head?
I mean, if you don't have abilities - if you practice, will you develop them?