Medium Abilities

My name is Jason and I am 19 years old. I think I may be an empath (I posted a different post on that) and also a medium/psychic/both. I want to share a few experiences and get some feedback from others to get unbiased opinions. If you think I am not one, then by all means please tell me, be honest. Here goes nothing.

Several times I have dreamt things (usually deaths or disasters of some sort) only to have them happen a bit later. I dreamt of 9/11 a month before it happened and even told my mother that I had seen airplanes crashing all over. I dreamt of my grandfather's death, two helicopters crashing into each other in my state, a forest fire, lots of different things. They always happen and it always scares me because I can tell which dreams are 'just dreams' and which are premonitions.

I can 'feel' spirits all the time, everywhere, every single day. I have seen them regularly as shadows, flashes in the corner of my eye, quick movement, and weird movement that I can't explain but I feel them more often than see them. I spent the night at my best friend's grandparents house a few weeks ago and something woke me in the middle of the night. I laid there staring at the wall and listening because I have always been a light sleeper and wasn't sure what had woke me up. All the sudden I heard this rushing sound like wind in the trees and along with it like whispering. It was like someone was whispering but I couldn't understand it. It wasn't a different language, it just wasn't clear. It felt like the sound was right next to me and right in my ear and then I felt pressure on my side and hip like something was pressing into me.

It kept pressing against me and the whispering got louder and then it felt like someone was running just their fingertips over the back of my neck. All the sudden the sound went away and the fingertip feeling slowly slid all the way from my shoulder down the side of my body to my ankles and was gone. I couldn't go back to sleep but it didn't come back that night.

I feel like a ghost/spirit has attached itself to me because I always feel as if I am being watched and followed. Weird things happen wherever I go. I have moved twice in the past 6 months but the same things happen wherever I go so I feel like it must be following me. I don't feel like I am in danger, just like I am always in the company of...something.

When I was about 10 I went to my aunt's house. I was supposed to sleep in the basement bedroom with my brother. I went down there in the middle of the day, flipped the light switch and nothing happened. It was pitch-black so I flipped the light on and off a few times. After a few tries it came on but up in the very back corner, up in the ceiling it was still completely black. There was something there in the dark. I say 'something' because it wasn't a person, or a spirit that I have ever seen. I can't even begin to describe the horror that rushed through me as I stared at it. I kind of sat there floating in the corner and made this horrid sound that I can only describe as a whispering, growling, groaning, metal scraping together, and hissing combined. I still have nightmares from the sound it made alone. I ran out of there and never have gone into that house again.

Sorry this is so long, these are just a few experiences I have had and I would like to know what other people think. Thanks for any comments.