I have been known to space out A LOT. It's like I go into a sort of trance where I can't hear or feel anything. Recently, it has been longer and harder to wake up.
Somehow it turns to where I can flash myself into the future. I don't know how I do it, but it happens very unexpectedly. It's almost as if I'm living it when I'm seeing it.
Sometimes it could just be something like sitting in a chair or walking in the hallway. Other times it's something about a new subject we're learning in class. Nothing major. It's just that I got a new vision about a week ago and it's really scaring me.
I remember seeing nothing but darkness. I was feeling weightless until I hit something. Then I felt a VERY bad pain in my arm, like a wrench was twisting it.
I've also had a few about a dark shadowy figure at the corner of my eye. It's been there for a while, but now it's becoming more solid. I can see its eyes, but other than that, nothing.
I must ask, why I'm spacing out so much? It's almost draining, even though I'm doing nothing. Is it something I'm doing because I'm too stressed? I just want to know what in the whole wide world is happening here?
It's starting to happen so much that I feel like I'm not even here anymore. At least not all of me. The other part's still stuck in my vision.