New To Being A Medium

I'm new to being a medium & it's not easy because people think I'm crazy even people I grew up with. Recently I started talking to an old friend who lost loved ones. When I tell him about the lost ones he loves he doesn't believe me. One of his loved one's doesn't love him anymore. I told him that & well he doesn't believe me. But it's better I tell him now then when he finds it out 75yrs or more down the road & waste's his time when he could have enjoyed being in love with someone else. I guess she found someone else in heaven to love & that loves her. Yes I know it's heartbreaking but well it's what she tells me. They were young too & people change & feelings change.I'm not making it up for personal gain or changing her way of thinking of him for personal gain. But he knew about of this before we started talking by phone. But for me it's really not easy being a medium who hear's the ghosts the only one i've seen is my mom. But with being a medium,I'm also telepathic & a physic. It's been a rough 48wks & counting on I guess. Although mine's supposed to be temporary the one year anniversary is coming up in June. I just maybe stuck with it forever if things don't change. Which I hope it isn't because being a telepath isn't easy when people use it for evil or take advantage of it for personal gain. The part that messes me up is listening to people's hate & violence. It's hard to balance it all because people are convinced I'm crazy I have no one to lean on whose supportive I'm left to the wolves.