My story begins last last year when I just found out about this psychic abilities stuff. So it all started when my friend and I were watching a basketball game to cheer for our classmates and while watching the game something tells me I've seen it before and that's when I said " I'm having a deja vu again! ".She heard me and asked why I said 'again' because normally people rarely get deja vu so I told her that I always get deja vu which I don't even know why. Then I got surprised when she said I have ESP. I don't remember all the details but I could only remembered she said I'm an ESP which she explained is an expert or something. I don't know what she's talking about because I don't even know if psychics are real or just fictions like from those movies. I'm not saying I don't believe it though. Then the following year, I started to notice things aside from getting a deja vu always, I noticed that...
1.) I can easily understand what people are thinking/feeling without asking them or any clues because there happened one time I read my classmate's thought (based through what I think he's feeling) but I ended up saying it out loud and he was surprised how I did it.
2.) Sometimes I would sing a song inside my head (because I'm too shy to sing out loud) and then one of my classmates would sing the same song too. It didn't happened once but it happened a lot.
3.) I get this feeling or gut instincts that something is about to happen or predict stuff. (I don't even know how I can do this o_O)
4.) I had a dream I went to my classmate's house and woke up remembering that the color of the gate in their house is red. I have never seen or came to her house because were not close. So I asked her if their house has a red gate and she was surprised and said yes. Then I had another dream and I saw a name of a person in fb. Its actually a name of someone I don't even know. So when I woke up I searched the name and it turns out its real! (o_o;) I can easily remember my dreams even back from my childhood but not all. But these two are my only dreams that are true in real life!
5.) Finally, I can see ghosts since I was a small kid. Its true! I don't know why I wasn't scared at first but ever since I started watching horror movies I started to get scared seeing ghosts. I'm only okay seeing a white lady and black shadows though. Until now I've seen ghosts. It feels weird. I don't know if this is what they call 'third eye' or not. I don't why I can see ghosts though. It kind of scares me. I don't know if ghosts can be trusted cause they say they're bad spirits or dead people who couldn't go to heaven.
I'm glad I found this site cause I really really really need help. I don't even think research is going to help cause I think its better to hear it from people with similar experiences. (T-T) So am I really an ESP? And what's an ESP? What kind of psychic abilities do you think I have? And how do I improve my abilities? Someone please answer me cause I want to know. I can't stand not knowing it cause it bothers me more since I couldn't tell it to anyone I'm close to.