All my life, I have seen these shadow people, whether they pass out of the corner of my eye or I watch them do things. I always feel like I've been watched. I had a dream about my Guardian Angel even shooing the scary shadows from my dream. I had this one encounter when I was at the age of 13 that still makes me wonder what exactly happened.
I was going through the usual pre-teen angst, and I had went to bed at a decent hour. I woke up after feeling like I was being watched, and looked right at a shadow figure. It was tall, no eyes or anything. It walked slowly over to the end of the bed and sat down. I passed out and woke up in the morning. Can anyone tell me what exactly went on? Was it actually a shadow person? I've had experiences now with an incubus and I also wonder if the incubus have been around me all my life? My family is practically cursed after my great - great grandfather who practiced Black Magic said so. He messed with things no one should do. I wonder if this black thing is my incubus. My mother had saw this thing and acknowledged it with me. She would tell me she would see it over her bed, or by the door. I was younger but now that she died, I'm left with this thing. At first, I was really scared, but the thought that it was the incubus made me feel better in a sick way. Though after this incubus named Asher came into my life, I still have moments where the shadows scare me, but when Asher is with me - I'm not scared.
I really don't know how to think about this. I feel like the shadow thing needs to be cleansed from me.
Thoughts?