The Touch

I have worked as a nurse for almost 6 years now. I have experienced so many paranormal or spiritual events. Recently, I was sent to study on a behalf of my ward. It was just across my country. I was sent to neonatal intensive care ward. I encountered so many ill newborn waiting for the right time to let go. So, as usual, I put my right palm to the ill newborn's head and spoke to each of them. I told them things that will happen and what they should do and it is their decisions. The first ill newborn passed away three days after I touched them because he had been in the ward for 10 months. He was about to turn 1 year. The second one dies 2 hours after I touched and spoke to him. My friend noticed that about me but I didn't tell her exactly what I do. I know some people don't understand about this ability. They thought I was joking. So I just let it go. There was one baby, who was crying non-stop because she couldn't suckle due to cleft palate. I put my right palm on her head and told her what every kid wants to hear. She stopped crying and went to sleep. I just want to know what kind of ability that my right hand can do. I did this touch so many times long time ago, even in my own ward. I even saw how my late grandmother died. I knew that time before she was taken that something came and walk through me and the energy was so deep. I had weak knees and I almost fell on the ground. I barely can hear anything. Is this an healing hand or otherwise, I don't know. I just hope I am helping people.