I was just a girl who just aims for good grades and a happy family.
It all started when I was in grade 7, my classmates were scared to lie whenever I'm there, because I know who lies and who are honest. I don't know how I knew but it seems like I look through their eyes because it's the window through their souls.
I admit, I was never wrong guessing who lies.
I was just living like that until I woke up getting traumatized by my dream, it felt so real. My classmate and I held hands. I told that dream to my friends then 2 weeks later, it happened because of my club that we need to hold hands. It was really unexpected. It wasn't just that. I started dreaming about the future and what would happen next. Also, I dreamt about one elephant that just died and I woke up checking my facebook account with so many people who died (says their relatives), also my uncle died and I was so sad. I'm also experiencing sleep paralysis.
When I was in my seventh grade, I saw a shadow of demon in my window, because of being sleepy, I ignored it and just slept.
I can also see ghosts but they aren't communicating with me. One time I went to my best friend's house, I prayed for the house, got my wallet to buy snack outside and I left my bag inside her room. We returned and the door was locked. I panicked because my tablet is in there. My best friend's mom got the key for the room and nothing happened. I called my grandfather because he knows how to fix stuffs like that, he told me it's possible but who would lock the door? My parents wouldn't let me go back there because of that.
Next thing, I got a vision inside our classroom that something will broke and I told my best friend about it. When we got to her locker, she opened her locker and shocked because her glass bottle just broke.
Next, I was shocked seeing something red and they are sparkling and it looks like raining glitters from the ceiling, whenever I touch it, it just passes my hand and I can't touch it. My mom said her ex boyfriend is just like me and his angel told mom and her ex that their children would be blessed. So look here I am. I still don't know what to do because I'm just 15. I need help, please tell me what to do.
Hmm, for anyone who is interested into psychological clarity/relevant critical thinking, check out the eofproject on fb or whatever...
It appears to be primary nowadays to stay rational, for the humans' minds health...
Rational does not equal "cold", it is embracing reality for its obvious simplicity at times, and other times fascinating complexity.
Also I think it's important to highlight here that critical thinking does not equal "bad" or "negative", critical thinking is being lucid. Just like the lucidity we have in our dreams sometimes... In order to deciphere reality the best we can, it's important to keep up our mind aware of its own flaws and sick patterns; that we unfortunately pass through generation after generation.
Yes our mind is capable of things that we do not know yet; our imagination can be a wonderful tool; some people are not even capable of or just can not conceive it, they do not perceive the potential... Nevertheless, it is no excuse to rush into man-manufactured easy (glittery or fancy sometimes) stories to explain it... Why rush? Don't you think all those "psychics powers" are a bit naive, romantic, repetitive... Irresponsible? Where our maturity has gone? If you would have a child, would you like him or her to live in petty delusion? Or being able to see for himself/herself; to deciphere on its own, not to cover up reality because it feels "safe"...? To see also how our irrational fears are linked to those ideals ideas... Childish game. Humans' gamble.
If this talks to anyone out there, check out the eofproject... Thank you for reading
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