Have you ever felt a weird connection to someone?
To someone you never met?
I am not saying about idols or Internet relationship.
In my case, I felt a connection to the name 'Henry'.
Come to think of it, it's not just the name.
I don't know when this had started but I kept dreaming about this guy (whose face I will never see). In my dreams about him, I felt that I knew him. And that we are supposed to be together. But I always felt intense sadness that come along with this feeling. It's like, a sad longing feeling.
Especially when I woke up. I will feel so sad that I will cry and I felt like 'why aren't you here with me right now. I miss you so much'.
I know it sounds weird. It's weird to me but this had been going on for years. Not that every night I will dream of him, but I know when I dream about him. It's just a strong feeling.
So one day, I woke up again feeling this heartaching pain making me feel all sad and stuff, I thought to myself that I will give him a name.
And the first name that popped up in my head is 'Henry'.
Then I felt another weird feeling that he likes being called 'Henry' (or maybe that is his real name. I really don't know)
Sometimes when I dream about other things like having a relationship with someone or some idols I will wake up and felt like 'Henry' is upset over my dream and I felt like crying as though I've betrayed him or something.
But I don't only get this feeling when I am asleep or just woke up.
Sometimes during the day, when I was working or doing some stuff or when I am feeling particularly down, I will think of 'Henry' and I will get the same sad feeling. Like I really wished he is here with me.
This feeling does not happen even if I met someone named Henry. It's just that 'Henry' from my dream.
I really hope that anyone could shed some light to this matter because I don't know if this is something psychic or it's just a... You know what dream of a woman.
(I didn't tell anyone about this because I am afraid of being called a desperate)
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Whatever it may be, it has a purpose in making you want to make a stronger connection to it.
I would advise you to be careful as you have no knowledge of what this "strong" connection is and you don't want to be opening yourself up to something that could harm you in the long run.