Psychic Beginner

I'm Ramona from the Netherlands. I am now 34 years old. Since such as 7 years ago is becoming stronger.

It started with dreams. I had dreams all come true. Most of those involved death unfortunately.

Now I dream about other things come true. People sick, fire hazzards, family. It all comes true within a month or weeks.

Since half a year things are a roller coaster for me. I feel now, see and hear entities. In my dream I speak with people and they speak back. So I hear them but also feel them. I also smell and taste things in my dream. So real. I had a strange lady came into my dream twice, as if they were real. This person was not friendly. In the second dream, she attacked me. When she visitted the third time was the afternoon I was playing on the computer of a game, and touched my shoulder. I could feel her presence and saw her. It was the third time that I saw a ghost (my grandmother was the first), but this 'meeting' was not cool. There was something wrong about this spirit.

Also because she attacked me the second time in my dream.

This woman is gone. Luckly. I do not see or hear from her.

Now... There's a lot of activity going on around me. There are days when it's fairly quiet and some days I can not have no peace at all. The worst thing is, the feelings they have or had been transferred to me. Once I have abdominal pain, headache, burning spots on my arms and face, and I felt my throat got tight. Fortunately it is not so far that I would have not air at all. My friend stepped in and asked the person kindly requested to travel, because the feeling that I had to start to hurt me. He simply spoke out loud and asked to leave the entity, after a few minutes the feeling went away.

Last week I was in the hospital with my boyfriend and it was very busy. Especially around the X-ray area I felt a lot of activity. One person came along and the feelings of the entity were overwhelming. Out of the blue I almost started crying. My eyes were full of tears, I felt sad. We went out far enough to another level, where the feeling got less.

It develops so fast, I do not know what to do.

I saw my grandmother she did pass away when I was 9 years old, I saw an old friend of my friend, she did pass away 14 years ago, I never met the girl, the second day I told my friend and he has show me the pictures of her, she was the same person that came in my dream.

Now I can feel entities come along. As they look and go on again. Sometimes alone, but there are also times when I wake up in the night and feel a whole group passed.

I searched the internet for answers. Trying to find someone who might be able to share the experience, and could help me. How to deal with it. How to live with.

They all asked for money and told me to go to a spiritual school.

That's not what I want.

I found this site and was reading some stories.

Is there anyone who would have experience to share with me? And help me to understand what's going on? And the most important. Can I protect myself from so much activity when I want a quiet moment?

Sorry for my grammar mistakes, English is not my language.

Regards

Ramona