Thought That Came True

For some time now my city has been under some type of spell (just my belief). A lot of people mainly young adults, young males have been loosing their lives. So you know what comes with thinking of another's death... Imagining loosing one of your family members. I remember myself saying, "man I don't know what I'd do without my mom." I don't know why those specific thoughts came to me, all I could think of was my birth mom. But it stuck with me for a few days. & this was early Dec. 2k16. I So about a week ago I was notified that my adopted mom wasn't doing so good (Cancer came back) & had just gotten out the hospital. Now when I was able to leave her care, I didn't look back. So I really didn't keep contact as a mother/daughter would have because we never had that type of bond. But I respected her to the fullest, despite her ways. Throughout these last 8 years I've seen glimpses of her going through the change from the cancer but she had gotten through it and beat it. So when I heard about it again I was hesitant to come down because I always broke down seeing her like that. Ironically I got called off last Monday from work due to my son being sick. So I did have the time; a family friend encouraged me to come say my goodbyes so I can have peace. It made sense and so I did. It was a rough situation for me no matter what her and MY wrongs were. I felt as if she was waiting for me to come say my goodbyes. I told her I would try to come back. Being that my son was sick and I work all week. I got a phone call 3 days before Christmas that she was gone. I have always felt as if I knew more that the average person, but never anything like this. She hasn't come to me in my dreams but as I said this was a thought to begin with. Would someone voice their opinion plz?