I'm pretty much new here and this is my first story. It's after 1:00 AM and I'm having trouble sleeping because I'm worried and scared about a couple of things. A couple of things that I may have lost and don't know how to get back. This is my story.
I've been hearing evil thoughts and wishes in my head and I don't know where or who they're coming from. These thoughts and wishes have been popping up into my head for a long time now (years) and I don't know how to stop them. One evil thought/wish was that my telepathic abilities are gone and another thought/wish was that my empathic abilities were gone as well. I got scared and worried that my telepathic and empathic abilities were gone and that they would never come back to me. I sent off for a free Tarot Card reading yesterday and told her my situation in a nutshell, but she couldn't answer my question. I e-mailed another psychic, explaining my situation, and I'm still waiting for her reply.
I can't stop these evil wishes and thoughts from popping up into my head and I'm still scared that those evil wishes came true and I lost my telepathic abilities and empathic abilities and can never get them back. I've tried everything to get them back, but nothing seems to be working. I don't know what to do and I feel I'll never get my abilities back. I heard that your psychic abilities will never go away, but I can't feel any of my abilities right now and that scares me.
Are my psychic abilities gone permanently? Will they come back on their own? Or do I need to do something to get them back? Do I still have them? Also, how do I stop these evil wishes and thoughts from entering my head?
I'm sorry if I sound out of it right now, but I'm very tired and sleepy and I needed some help with this situation.
Thank you all for taking the time to read this.
The evil wishes don't come up as much as they used to, but I still get them from time to time. I was thinking something was sending me these evil wishes, but I'm not completely sure. I don't know if something or someone hates me, but I need to fight off whatever it is that's causing me problems. I think something must've attached itself to me. I would love to burn sage, but the apartment building I live in for those who have mental illnesses doesn't allow them to burn sage or any kind of incense.
I'll have to get some holy water or something to help me get rid of this thing completely. I've been trying to call out to beings telepathically to help me fight off these wishes and thoughts. I think it worked because I'm not having them as much as I used to. But I still need to get rid of this thing completely. I think an extraterrestrial being has been trying to reach out to me, but I don't know who they are.
I think this being may be responding to my telepathic call or they know I need help and I think that's why they're trying to reach out to me. But I will continue to fight off the evil wishes with my powers and try to protect myself until I can get extra help from them.
Thank you for your advice and help.:)
Take care,
~Yalanda