I would like to share my psychic experience and maybe receive some interpretation, as I am at a loss. I very rarely have vision about myself. It's usually about other people and their energies, events, experiences, futures, but this vision I had was of my future.
I was rubbing the back of my boyfriend one night when I was hit by a strong image of my future newborn son. I'm not pregnant or was planning on getting pregnant. But the image was so strong and beautiful it made me smile. I knew that the baby I saw had something to do with my boyfriend, as his energy was also present in the vision. However, I did not see him. His energy was a little different though. It was more confident, content, happy and proud. A few weeks later I was lying in bed and I was hit by another strong vision. This time my first son was older, maybe 5 and we were cuddling and laughing in bed. In that vision I had the energy of another younger son that was maybe 2 years old that wanted to join to our fun. Again I did not see my boyfriend but I felt his energy. It was again different than his present energy. It was more confident, content, happy and adoring. These visions where so strong that they brought tears to my eyes. I met my future sons.
However, my boyfriend and I had separated recently. I had felt his energy and saw he was unhappy and lost with himself. So I told him I would let him go, which gave him much relief and joy. It was hard to do, but I couldn't stand seeing someone I love unhappy. What I am confused about was why my visions had his energy in them. I know he has a lot of growing and self-discovery to do, as he is young. But those vision where so real and he was in them. How can I interpret them if he is no longer in my life? What bothers me is I had these visions of our future children when we were older (maybe by 2 to 4 years). But before the mutual break up, I kept seeing him with another woman that made him happy. I saw he was young with her (the age he is now) and I felt she had a lot of lessons to offer him. How can I have visions of a happy future and family with him, yet I have visions of him with this woman? I have no resentment for the split, as I believe it was the right thing to do. But those visions are still with me and keep coming back.
Would anyone like to interpret these visions? I am usually very good at interpreting them, but when they are of my own future I have a hard time, as I don't want to be bias. I have been receiving visions since I was a child but this is one of the few times I am stumped.