Recently upon observing my aura and seeing that it is predominantly green, the colour of a natural healer, I began to wonder if I had physical healing abilities. I seem to have almost an emotional sort of healing ability; people that are around me often feel positive, happy, content, even if they were previously sad, anxious, angry, etc. I seem to give off natural positive energy and I believe that simply because that it seems that people cannot be negative whilst in my presence. I also can sense how people are feeling and I cannot explain exactly how I sense it, but I can say that it almost feels as though I can "feel" their energy and sense if it is positive or negative and many people come into my home with negative energy that they do not leave with. If I communicate with them or focus on removing their negative energy, the negative energy fades away faster than if I simply let my unconscious presence do the work. I also tend to experience the same emotions as whoever is around me, but only if I focus and actively try to feel their emotions. For example, my boyfriend was out working and got a very bad sunburn - whenever I rub aloe vera gel on his arms and he winces at the pain, I can feel a slight burning sensation in my arms. He told me just yesterday that the feeling he gets as soon as I put on the gel is a feeling of burning - I previously thought that it would be a sensation of cooling because I've had sunburns and aloe vera caused a cooling feeling for me, so it's clear that I didn't experience this burning sensation because I was thinking about it. I would think about the aloe vera and think about how it was cooling his skin, so I thought, but I still felt burning on mine which didn't make sense until he told me about the burning he felt.
So, upon random impulse, I decided to try and see if I could take away physical pain. There was a part of my arm that hurt as though it were bruised, though with no bruise. I pressed my index and middle finger to it and closed my eyes, imagining golden light flowing from my third eye and projecting a spotlight on the area of pain, and I imagined this light glowing from my finger tips too and wrapping around my arm as my fingers gently massaged the area. As I concentrated, slowly, the pain began to recede and fade away within the span of a minute. After a little bit, it returned and once again, I was able to push it away, though for longer this time. I can also sort of "will" away headaches simply by concentrating on not having a headache.
I'm wondering if I truly do have healing abilities or if I just "thought" I could heal myself and so it took a placebo effect, making me believe I took the pain away? I have not yet tried to "heal" other people.