My name is Alexandria and I'm 13 years old. Ever since I was little, babies always stared at me. I used to pretend that I was the lost princess of Babyland and I had babies being born to find me one day (I've always had a big imagination when I was little and sadly I still do). I never knew why they stared. I just look up to see babies looking at me.
I Always knew there was something different about me. I just never wanted to admit it.
When babies stare at me, I feel this emotion I can't explain. It feels like I've seen those babies before or like I knew them before. I knew that was crazy because some of the babies were only a few months old.
I'm probably being paranoid or something because Its probably babies being all adventurous and nosey. I just can't feel like I have a connection with them. Crazy right?
Over these past years, I noticed that babies stare at me more than anyone else in my family. I usually have a low self confidence when other people stare at me but when babies stare I feel a connection.
Also, some days I feel completely invisible, and other days, it feels like everybody is watching me (like today everybody was watching me). Yep it is official. I'm crazy.
So if anybody has an explanation for this, please share it with me because I'm very curious. You can also admit to me that I really am paranoid and I should stop having a big imagination;) I won't feel offended at all. I just want to know why babies always stare at me. And also why I feel different everyday. Thanks!::))
I just joined today, as I have experienced this all my life, and I'm 53!
I have learned in recent years, that we are all 'one'!
To better understand this, may I suggest a book by Gary Renard 'The Disappearance of the Universe"
If you have an open mind, which I truly believe you do, (As you are either 16 or 17 now) it will explain things.
Years ago, (I was 24) I was seriously ill, was in a coma for 6 weeks.
During that time (Had a 106. 5 fever) I 'dremt' that I met someone, dated a year, got married, and had 2 boys.
Now, bear in mind here, there were no 'gaps' in those '7 years' in the dream! It was all the way through...good...bad...buying cars...house...bills.
Anyway, just as my sons were getting ready to start school, I came out of the coma.
I was devastated...confused...asking why my wife and sons were!
It took quite a while for my parents to convince me what happened to me. Especially I 'KNEW' I was 32 years old... And suddenly 24!
Anyway, after reading that book, it confirms it.
I was thinking, if I could 'live' 7 YEARS in 6 weeks, then why can't THIS 'life' also be a dream?
Back onto the Baby-stare thing.
I have grandchidren now, and when they were very little... Can walk... But not speak yet, they would just stare at me... And one would 'grab something' in the air around me... And grin ear to ear!
And when they were newborns... And start crying, I would just caress their forehead and they would quiet down and just grin.
So, that I have yet to figure out.
Bottom line, you're not crazy...weird...or anything.
You're fine! And normal.
Take care!