My name is Brianna!
I believe that I am a budding psychic who has problems controling my powers. Although my powers are small in comparison to others, I have been trying my best to retain it.
Frankly I am scared of being a psychic and I am unsure what to do.
I think they are growing stronger by the day and I have been trying my best to keep it from growing but its getting worse.
Im scared of being able to see spirits in physical form, more so than I have been able to see.
So far I have found that I can sense presences in the room. I can tell when things enter the room and It feels like people moving in a curtain in the air.
Ive also been able to hear whispering from spirits around me even though most of it is incoherent. I have found that there is one in my house in particular that likes to call my nickname "Brie."
I have not had anyone close to me who has died so I assume it Is a wandering spirit.
I have also found myself seeing dark shadows.
I have issues with electronics as well and I have found that they glitch when I use them. Radios change from being loud and soft when I touch them and my ipod crashes frequently.
I am also able to feel what others are feeling and I really hate being in large crowds. I grow weak when I'm around large groups of other people and loud music makes me physically ill (nausea, dizziness).
Sometimes when someone in my house is angry, I begin to feel stress and when I see people in pain, whether on tv or in real life, I get emotionally unstable. I start to break down and cry.
I keep feeling like I am going nuts and its killing me. Its hard to control the boundary between me and others and my energy is constantly sucked away. I'm always tired and weak and I have issues sleeping at night so it makes it worse.
Since I cannot remove this gift, I'm looking to this forum to see if anyone can give me advice on maintaining or keeping it in check.
Most of the people around me (other than my father who sees and feels things) assume I am crazy or I'm lying. I do not have any guidance and thus I feel lost.
Thank you very much for reading my post.