I have many different types of gifts so I am trying to learn how to control them. So I was doing a lot of practice and meditation because they said it helps. I felt like I was in a good place until one night around 3 am I was sitting watching tv and I felt a breeze then a woman's voice whispered to me "he's coming". I immediately replied "who is he" then the voice replied " you know who he is and he is coming we need to go now" and then they left. So I was wondering if they were scared I should be terrified.
A minute later I saw something peek around the corner of the kitchen so I looked back at the tv and I saw it peek again. I got up to go check it out and I didn't see anything but the feeling I got was unexplainable. I went to my parents bathroom I felt an instant relief, but it came back once I left the bathroom and went back into the kitchen to get back in the living room. So when I sat back down I seen it peeking again. So I said you know I see you, and then it jumped in the door way.
He was just as tall as the door way I was terrified. He flew into living room and the room started spinning and the next thing I know I woke up and I couldn't remember what happened I couldn't even think it was like there was a block on my brain. I couldn't take in sound and it felt like I could lose it. I went to the bathroom and sat down away from everyone then a man's voice said to me "you need to cry" I told him I wasn't sad and he said "well you need to cry so you need to figure it out". Then I sat and thought sad thoughts until I cried and I felt the pressure release off my head. As of today I'm a different person than I was then but I'm currently learn more about myself and why the darkness is trying to attack me.
A couple days later I was laying here sleeping and I woke up and I saw something light up blue and I laid back down because I thought it was just a part of my dreaming or something. A week later while I was sitting watching tv I saw an image drawing itself on the wall in black. It drew a circle first and inside the circle it began drawing lots of up and down triangles with a small circle on the side of the big circle. I told my mom to come and look at it and she said no because it's probably not there for her to see it was meant for me to see. So that's when I ran back into the living room to see if it still was there and it was, then it lit up blue for like 10 secs and it started to erase itself. But every once in a while it might light up like its activating it self. But if anyone have ever been through this or ever seen one of these symbol let me know. I wonder if it was there for protection or is it plans to harm me. Thanks for listening.