Paranormal Experiences

I guess these things started happening a few years ago, maybe when I was 10, and I'm currently 14. It started with me having deja vu every once in a while through dreams (ex: my friend falling and scraping her knee or elbow in front of her house, someone getting hit by a dodgeball during recess, passing a spelling test, etc.) and then, sometimes when I was daydreaming, I'd see someone crashing on their bike or skateboard, only to find out that it happened a while later. Sometimes that while could be an hour, or a week, depending on the situation. But those deja vu experiences stopped for a while.

Then, almost a year ago, I started having them again, but not only that. I started sensing spirits, seeing them, and sometimes hearing them. One of the first times I can consciously remember, was when I was staying at my aunt's house around Christmas. I had to sleep in the extra room upstairs, and I turned on my left side, trying to get to sleep again in the middle of the night. Suddenly, I felt two large hands with long nails grab my upper right arm, and shake me violently, screaming into my ear. When I turned around, nothing was there. The next day, I heard footsteps behind me at the end of the hallway, so I turned around and saw a black figure with long, gangly arms turned to me. I looked away for a second, then looked back, and it was gone again.

After that, spirits began coming to me, usually one by one, and would watch me for a while. I knew that they were talking to me, but I couldn't always hear them, and one of them, going by the name of Tom, attached himself to me for months, draining my energy and causing me to get sick. I got in contact with a friend who happened to be a clairvoyant (I think that's what he said, but I can't remember) and he got rid of Tom for me. Two months later, after having contact with little to no spirits, a group of them flooded to me while I was home alone, and their energies overwhelmed me. I almost felt like passing out.

But now, my parents, who have been reluctant to believe in my abilities, told me that when they are individually home alone, they hear voices whispering to them, coming from the direction of my room. I've always told them that there's something 'wrong' or 'not right' about the room I'm in, and they're starting to slowly believe me, my mom more than my dad.

Also, because I have developed these abilities, my middle school years were a living nightmare, because I shared these secrets with people I thought I could trust, who wound up spreading them behind my back. I was hunted down just to be tormented by my peers, and there were a specific few who, given the opportunity, would make me so miserable that I'd wish for them to drop dead for the rest of the day.

After I'd wish that, the next day some of them would fall ill for a few days. I am now able to control this ability to a certain extent, not enough to make anyone sick again, but I can, in a way, 'grab' the negative energy that's 'floating around in the air' and place it on someone else. Sometimes I can't control it. I'd really like to see if anyone has to advice for me?