For the past few years, I have been experiencing an odd sensation, I call it "energy". At first, it would be when I touched certain objects, such as old dolls, letters, or anything that had importance to someone at some time. I was confused and frightened, and I ignored it for all these years. Now, it seems to be happening at random (not when I touch something). It can be when I walk into a room or pass a certain spot while taking a walk. I can pinpoint the location and can feel it fade when I walk away. I am not sure what it is but its the exact same feeling I get when I touch certain objects. I cannot control it and make it happen by forcing myself to feel something when I touch objects, it just happens on its own. Now, let me tell you what it feels like. The feeling is almost that I am falling, like I am about to get dizzy, and almost a tingly feeling. Even though these are internal feelings, It feels as if it is coming from something external. At first, I thought something was medically wrong with me, but now that realize that I can walk away from the energy and return back to it, I know that it is something else. Sometimes, I try to "feel" it. I try to figure out what it means and what it is, but I do not know how to go anywhere with it. Sometimes, when I try to figure it out, it simply vanishes and I get upset with myself for letting it go. It does not happen often. I would say about once a week. I can go to areas that I have previously felt energy and it may or may not still be there. The same goes with objects. Even though I have felt energy from certain objects, doesn't mean I can pick it up and still feel the same energy. It can leave.
My question is, what is this? Am I feeling spirits? Energy? Are these the same things?
Thank you, I appreciate any help.
I am so intrested by your power, I actually have a character in a series I have been writing that is somewhat like you. Her name is Dawn and she has the power of light/energy. Believe it or not, I actually know how to control the power of energy, though I never really work on that category. It will mention some of it in my story that will appear soon. If you want any more tips on how to control it, email me at ninjalover07 [at] gmail.com (the name will say Maia, but I need to change it to my real name which is River) -River ❤