I really don't know where to start. Until today I used to keep it all to myself, but I have an ability to feel the energy. I mean specially at my hands. Like I can feel 100% at my hands but %2 outside. My hands are like my energy well. Also I can sense the feelings of people when I enter to a room for example. I can feel anyone's feelings by just looking at their face. I can rub and massage to a person's painful part of their body and heal it. I could really write more about myself and my abilities etc but I don't want to keep it long. My life was going normally but eventually, I started being a lot more angry and I started getting angry very easily.
What can I say, this isn't me. This can't be myself. I feel like I am possessed. I have a theory that I keep the negative energy that I absorbed from the crowd, my friends, my family. I feel like something weirdly aggressive and at the same time very energetic, fast also at the same time "sad" flying very fast in my veins. I feel like a used battery that has dangerous chemicals in it and ready to explode and sometimes does explode, actually, once very useful and pure. I feel like my negative energy filter is filled with dust. I feel like this for a year or two I don't remember but that weird feeling sometimes becomes way more intense but sometimes I feel pure again. Please help me being a lot calmer and throwing this bad energy (remember, I said my theory) and again feel like a white shiny empty paper. For now,that's all I remember