I'm new to this website (obviously) and I figured this would be the perfect place to ask questions as I'm young and not quite in control of the things I can see and do. I've been able to experience things since I could remember so much so it would scare my parents. You know, they watched poltergeist and exorcist in their day so they were quite aware about what was going on.
They are very supportive of my gifts as well as my fiance but I really don't know what to do with them or how to keep safe with them. I try not to respond to any spirits, I hear, see, or meet due to the fact I am too terrified that if I open up one door many will open. I see people often who aren't actually there, shadows, I hear voices, random buzzing and whispering, smells, and I do feel a lot of actual things all the time such as just now it felt as if somebody shook my chair.
No matter where I move or where I go I have these things happen (sometimes worse, sometimes not so often). I also can't go into hospitals or funerals due to experiences after going to them get too intense for me. I try to cleanse my home as much as possible but that also can only go so far.
Any advice to keep safe with a gift? Lately I've been experiencing things quite often and I can't quite control it or prevent it from happening anymore. It's frustrating me. I also have a question on a particular thing I saw that scared me quite a bit. It looked like a large frog/human but large, with spikes, and a deep croak on my ceiling.
I could move the whole time it was happening and had to hide under the covers when it dropped down onto my bed. Which I could feel the pressure of it on my legs and torso. My fiance said him and his dad had seen it previously when he was a child living at their old home. Anyone know anything? Thank you for any advice you are willing to give me.