I'm Afraid Of My Thoughts

By lola2295
(1 stories) (1 posts) (the author is a young adult)
Date: 2015-06-18
Country: Colombia
Category: Precognition / Premonition

I'm new to this forum; I want to say English is not my first language, so I apologize if I have some grammar mistakes.

I'm really terrified of my own thoughts, I think weird stuff and it happens, sometimes are good things and in the majority of cases are bad things, for example, I wanted to write a letter for my grandfather telling that I was sorry for not spend as much time with him, and also that I was so grateful with him, one day I thought "write the letter because he is going to die soon", but I didn't listen to my thoughts, two weeks later my grandfather died, in another occasion my friend was telling me that his grandmother was sick, so again I thought she is going to die and weeks later she died. It also happened with my friend's dog I was taking I walk with his dog, I look at the dog and it thought is going to die soon and a week later she died. These are just some examples I have way more stories to tell. I'm scared because I think the die because of me.

Also I don't know how but I know when I'm going to lose something, for example I was going out so I thought "I better take out my ID out the wallet because I'm going to lose my wallet tonight' I lose my wallet that night, but is weird because I feel that sometimes are not my own thoughts, is like someone is warning me, I also think something is going to happen on that day and it happens hours later, or for example I think in someone and they call or I ran into them that day.

I can feel people emotions, I know when they are sad or they feel envy or sometimes I know what they are thinking or what are they going to say, I don't really know if that is because I know them to well or is because I'm an empath. I need help I don't want to hurt anyone, I don't want more people dying because of my thoughts, I just need a little guidance on how to handle this situation, please help me, I feel something is wrong with me .

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Kristen_Mindfreak (6 stories) (48 posts)

9 years ago (2015-07-12)

Same here, I have had the same experiences but I personally decided to ward them off because I was too scared and had attracted negative energy. I recommend you being careful and try to stay happy, depression and scare attracts wrong energy. Keep remembering God's name and ask for His salvation

mysteryfan (3 posts)

9 years ago (2015-07-08)

please contact me at imthebaddest11 [at] yahoo.com I need to ask something

GraceLohker (3 stories) (7 posts)

9 years ago (2015-07-05)

I strongly connect to your fears and worries because I've gone through the same thing. I knew that my Uncle was going to die, and I actually wrote about it on my profile. All I can give you is what I learned myself:

YOU ARE NOT THE CAUSE OF THEIR DEATHS. It will be hard to believe it at first, because you'll WANT there to be a reason. Because they deserve a reason, because you want to understand... Those warnings are there to help you. They are there to try and let you make peace with those loved ones before they pass. They are not the cause of death. It is not your fault at all.

SMartin (2 posts)

9 years ago (2015-06-29)

yeah, I also sense purity in you but I also think that demons or dark spirits, whatever you prefer to call them, are trying to make you feel guilt for it and make you think you are the cause, it more of seems you can help people and yourself with all this. Pay attention to your thoughts, because even if they say you'll lose something, you can avoid it. The future is not definite. We are gifted and have the special will and ability to change certain events in our lives.
Sounds like your Guardian Angel and God might be the ones warning you about stuff like your grandfather because they wanted you to feel at peace with his passing. Also the wallet incident was more of a warning to pay attention to.

lola2295 (1 stories) (1 posts)

9 years ago (2015-06-23)

I want to thank you Swordsoflight and spookvanger for your words, I feel so much calm now, now I know that it wasn't me and I feel so relieved, I hope I can get to help someone one day with this gift and I'm going to start doing meditation as you recomend me, again thank you so much. God bless you too

spookvanger (13 stories) (137 posts)

9 years ago (2015-06-22)

Everyone born on earth is here for a purpose and for a certain length of time. You are unable to shorten their lives with your thoughts and only suicide or accidents can do that. Therefore, rest assured, you are not responsible for their passing.
However, you have certain God given psychic abilities, to put it plainly, you can look into the future. The thoughts
that you receive are from your your guide, (guardian angel), so always pay attention to them. I don't know how old you are but you sound pretty young. To further your development I would suggest you starting to do meditation. (I prefer early mornings). Look on the web, you will find what you are looking for, at no cost to you.
Start as soon as you can, it will be the beginning of a great journey.
God bless.

Swordsoflight (6 stories) (90 posts)

9 years ago (2015-06-21)

Nothing is wrong with you. This is actually a pretty common ability.
See, its not your fault. You can just see when people or things die, you don't make them dead.
I sense you have a light energy. Be careful not to blame yourself or deny yourself. The biggest mistake I made was being in denial, stay open minded.
It isn't an ability we ask for, but think of it this way: Everything happens for a reason. Maybe one day you can put it to use for someone.
Hope is the only thing stronger than fear, my friend 😳
Oh, and you did perfectly fine with Grammar, hun! No need to worry!
Being an empath and having empathic abilities are slightly different. If it's almost at will, its an ability. If you couldn't control it at first or you can sense the people around you clearly or rather just as a storm of emotion, you're an empath. Well, that's what I've concluded anyway. Still do your own research, go with what draws you! You are your own compass!
Peace an light,
-Silver

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