Red Mist Blue Eyes

I was told to set up a account because a lot of you helped my friend with her problems last year so here I am. There have been many things in my life I can't explain; since I was eight I have been witnessing things I could not describe and when I try to explain everyone says I sound absolutely crazy which is what people would usually tell an eight year old. Tonight was a little different, its 1:20 in the morning and I wish I could sleep but I can't, the thing that I saw is haunting me when I close my eyes and I have no clue what to do. Me and my boyfriend went to get dinner, he was telling me something very personal when an image jumped into my head of a father drowning his daughter but when I looked in the water it was me, then I flipped black to the car, I felt like crying and just drenched completely in anger and despair; 5 minutes later we were home, I got out of the car when I felt the same thing again but I had no control over my body, it just no longer felt like me, then I turned to see a red mist with blue eyes; my boyfriend by then was inside and I was alone outside, it took me a minute to start running for the door and to feel myself again. I sat down with my brothers girlfriend and told her I saw something outside, she did believe me but was very tired and went to bed; I decided to have a bath which is when I heard the knocking on the bathroom door, I opened it and found my brothers girlfriend pale saying she had seen a red mist with blue eyes. The story added up completely, no control over your own body, feeling of anger and despair and also feeling like vomitting, the worst thing though was the feeling of emotions. When she was telling me we heard knocking on the window and foot prints outside like hooves. Someone please help us