I, with the help of a very spiritual psychic, developed my abilities in the last two years. I realize now that they were present even when I was 16 years old.
I see entities all the time. More so in photographs. I am very connected to the earth. I see images in rocks that give me clues as to approximate date the images are from. I have been able to do that for a long time. But now everything has advanced to a much higher level.
I want to tell you my story about Sarah.
First, a little about why I think Sarah is here with me.
I met a woman and, totally out of character for me, I felt she needed my help, physically and financially. She started to get violent and attacking me with sizzors, knives, walking sticks, she drugged me. I found out she had three personalities, one a nurse that was very kind, one that was a male and the dominate was the violent one. I could watch the facial features change depending on what personality was out at the time. I wanted to learn more about her, but the danger got to intense.
She did not want me to leave, but she would tell me she was going to kill me, and I believed her. I went into her bedroom one night and it was full of intities. It was like they were having a party. This scared me and I told her I had to leave.
I have tried to stay away from her, and have been scared of her and my fear level so high that I always keep my deadbolts locked at home. She has broke into my house and my car. Sarah showed up at the hight of my stress when she was trying to kill me.
I came home from work one evening after dark about 10 weeks ago and instantly noticed there was a silouette of a woman's face on the window pane in my bedroom. My bedroom is where I spend the majority of my time. I was not alarmed or scared. I went to the window and asked her who she was and why she was there. She would talk, but there was no sound. I tried to read her lips, but failed at that.
I asked her if she was there in the name of Jesus Christ our Saviour and if not that she would have to leave. After a while I tried to get her to go into the light. Told her she would be so much happier being with Jesus and her loved ones that had passed away. She is still talking to me every evening. I still don't know what she is saying. My friend Bee, the spiritual psychic says she thinks that she is here to help me. I thought I was supposed to help her.
I have a warm feeling coming from her and when I cry and tell her things her lips get real still. I believe she hears me. I showed her a snow globe that played music with a snowbuddie and a rabbit (very sweet) I could feel that she loved it, so I left it where she could see it. Sometimes I can feel what she wants me to feel and when I cry she gets real quiet and looks sympathetic. When I talk, she listens.
I have asked God to help me understand what she is saying, but I still don't.
I don't think she is planning on leaving anytime soon. My friend Bee says they don't have any conception of time.
I would love to have some comments. Like I said, I am new at this.
One other thing. Since Sarah has come I have all sorts of entities in and around my house. Some I have sent away. Some seem harmless and I let them stay. Others I see outside. They are aluminated in light. Then there are the faries hovering around made of bright light. I also see people out the window on the other side of my bedroom. They seem to be having a initiation of some sort. They have been here longer than Sarah. It used to change somewhat, but now it seems to be stuck on the same loop.
I hope some will get the chance to read this and will have some insight for me.
Thank you. I read the story of the 3 friends and felt that this was the right place for me to tell some of my story.