A Story Of Precognition And A Search For Insight

I am 29 now but since I can remember I've had, what seems to be, future sight while dreaming. I've only had small ones lately where its just a feeling of seeing, hearing and saying something the exact same way as something else from memory. I would just shrug these off as strange brain malfunctions but something happened when I was 18 that changed my life.

As of late I have been so wrapped up in other things and been filled with cynicism about the world. Then I think back to this experience and it reminds me that there is a lot more to life than what is commonly believed. I was in my final year of high school and I had at typical strange dream right before I woke up for the day. I was walking down a dark hall with white string lights placed along its length. At the end was my current math teacher. He greeted me and took my hand and wrote the symbol for absolute power of "x" on the back of it. This |x| for those not sure. He then wrote another math symbol on the hand of someone next to me. I walked away and that is when I woke up. I chalked it up to another strange dream and went on with life. Around three months later was prom night. The dance was held in a tall building downtown. My girlfriend and I get off the elevator and enter a dark hall with white string lights along it. Something seems off but my nerves were already causing weird feelings. At the end of the hall there was my math teacher waiting at a table. He was in charge of marking students who gave him their tickets so they can come and go as they like. He greeted me, took my ticket, then my hand and wrote the same symbol as in my dream. At that point there was no doubt or reason to shrug it off like other times. I stood there stunned and looking at my hand and became more stunned as he went on to write the same symbol on my girlfriends hand. Both my teacher and girlfriend were concerned when I just stood there dumbfounded. I walked on shakily and told her what happened. Not sure if she believed me but for her sake I went on with prom normally. Another coincidence was during after-prom. It was nothing precognitive but my school happened to hire a psychic for entertainment. Needless to say I was listening very hard to what he had to say.

Like I said, since then I have only had small ones with no clear evidence and the experience went to the back burner. I've always regretted not looking further into it than I did soon after it happened. It was probably because it excited me but also depressed me in a way. To me it meant that my future is already written out and I'm a big believer on choosing your own destiny. I read some other posts online about how dreams are blueprints of your future and anything you see is probable but can still be changed. I hope that's true.

I have experienced other paranormal things but I can put those in another post. For this I'm hoping for feedback or advice on how I can further explore this ability. Either that or just connect with others who are like me. Thank you