I was just getting a regular check up when I suddenly thought of my friend, who is also named alex. For some reason I kept thinking to myself that she was out there waiting in the lobby. I was right. When I walked out there she waved to me. The same thing happened before when I thought I would see her in a big boy diner. And I actually did. Plus I have had other, less interesting experiences.
Sometimes I know what people say before they say it. But only a few seconds before they say it. Maybe because I know the people who say these things too well. Could somebody help me out a little?
I keep having this thought that I might be shot by a mugger when I go to new york city in a couple of weeks. Could somebody tell me what that is all about? Maybe I'm just expecting too much from something that I have no proof of. I can't prove that these visions are real or simply a farce. Maybe I'm just yearning to be special, different, simply somebody. Could this be just god's gift or her curse? A matter of genetics? Am I the godsend that takes this species higher, or am I a chain in a long long line of those who may be like me... If I truly am different.
Is there anybody out there who can help me? Someone to tell me if this is real?