This all started two weeks ago. My abilities have been blocked for a couple of months and I felt as if my life has been at a standstill.
After receiving a 30 minute massage, I feel awakened. I can not explain it. I made the appointment randomly one day. I had a gift certificate lying around that my boyfriend had gotten me for my birthday last year.
When I arrived, I filled out my paperwork and sat in thee waiting room. I was told by the receptionist that my massage therapist would come and get me when I was done filling out the paperwork.
Ten minutes later, a tall man with shoulder length hair pulled back into a pony tail introduced himself to me. I wasn't quite done filling out the paperwork, so he came back a little later.
Once I saw him though, I could not focus and felt scattered. I finished filling out the form and he brought me back to the room. As I was getting my massage, I could not help but feel his energy. There was something in his eyes, something he wanted to say to me, it felt like a weight being lifted off of my shoulders.
We made small talk during the massage, but I had this sense of calm from him. Not just from the massage, but more than that.
It is now two weeks later, and I can not get him out of my mind. I've tried focusing on this, but I get blocked. I felt he was a kind soul, and after that massage my abilities have come back. My dreams are more vivid, I feel like I am being drawn towards a career path, my overall mood has lifted. I wake up a happier person now.
What I can't understand is why I am not able to get him out of my head. I thought by posting here I would be able to get some answers as to why I feel like I am being pulled to him. Has this happened to anyone else before?
A masseuse knows trigger points and clears the lymphatic system which is a cleansing and can unblock chakras. You felt light and airy. Some people get sick as there is a build up of toxins from stress and poor eating habits. This is why you felt like your self, It is said that muscles carry memories.
This could be a life lesson of a desire for peace and balance.
If the mind wishes to fixate you would need to check with in yourself why? The mind can elevate a situation more than what really is.