My name is David and I am 44 years old. Can someone please fill me in on why my awakening has lasted this long? I am a medium and this thing is annoying with all the energy in the ears and pulsing through my body. I can read and channel loved ones that have departed. I am not dry heaving as much as this as all but stopped. I am gaining my weight back and my strength. I have looked on youtube and talked to several other gifted people and they are just as stumped as I am. In my year and a half I have channeled multiple people and made tons of spiritual friends. But, the flip side to this is that for all the friends I have made I have also angered some others by "getting involved". To me, getting involved started right when the spirit channeled me for help to speak to their living loved ones. Trying to understand why this happens is not easy. But for the time being, God and my guides are helping me and my family to get through.
For all of you who are skeptics of God or a gifted persons abilities. Try and understand it is a wonderfully beautiful way to get to know heaven and its endless possibilities. They know when we are sad, angry and happy. They know when we are so desperate to survive and when we reach for them. Prayer is one way, and just saying "God please help me" is a great way for them to reach back. My spiritual awakening does not make sense, but it has been an experience I will slowly try to explain. From channeling to remote viewing this has been an experience of a lifetime in a year and a half.