I think I can see the future. Around 7th grade, I started to see, coincidences happen a lot. I know it doesn't sound like much, but now it freaks me out. I guess my first sight was when I was 4. I was in preschool, and the teachers gave us paint and said be creative. So being the 4 year old me I got a bunch of paint and mixed it together. It made a kind of of turquoise color. I took it home, but a couple months later I went to my grandmas house and she had gotten a stone counter top, but it was the same color as my painting.
Tha'ts only the start. After a few months of this going on, I told my friend about it. She thought I was crazy at first, so I said every time I get something right by guessing ill add a point to my score. By the end of the month I had 20. I guess it doesn't seem like a lot, but is was only during school hours. And when the Oscars came on, I always got the winners right.
But there's an other thing. Before I told anyone about this, there was a voice in my head. I still don't know if I made the voice up in my head purposely or if they just came, but, its there. One week it was always there, but sometimes there barley there. I think it said its name was aven, but I really don't remember, it was something like that. But anyway, sometimes he would say the answer to a question, always multiple choice, and they would be right. I figured it helps if I imagine boxes in my head and put the options in them, then pretend to peel of a sticker on them. If its a purplish color, then its right. And that theory works.
I have no idea what's going on with me, and I think I need help. I'm only 13, and this is starting to freak me out. I have come to the conclusion that I might have schizophrenia, and I took multiple test describing the symptoms I have.
And based on the articles I've read, I don't have telekinesis or wind powers or water. I mean, everyone has tried using the force and stuff, but could I actually have it? And I have never tried healing, but I don't even know where to start. If you could reply and give some advice, that'd be helpful thank and all-justakid11
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Careful with the voice/ voices. Is it always right, is it mostly right, or is it sometimes right?
If you grow to rely on it too much, chances are that it will get a little demanding.
I would also suggest regular exercise and rest.
The less rested you get, the harder it will be if the voice gets too demanding.
If you do have a "schizophrenic episode"...
Start putting yourself in the mind state right now that you won't fight or attack people.
When you have a episode, it's more primal, and things are... Confusing, to say the least.
If you are very defensive internally... Even if other people don't even know about it, if you have a epsiode, it will come out, and you will get very paranoid and aggressive.
People have told me I am psychic. People have also told me I am schizo.
I let the schizo title stand, it makes it easier for me to interact with society.
I also had someone I could trust very closely that I could sign over my gaurdianship and power of attorney to so that I couldn't just be locked away.
Be it psychic or schizo, one method I have used is to apply logic to every angle of everything.
For example, emotions are electrical impulses that occur when certain chemicals undergo certain reactions at certain nerve points.
Furthermore, these emotions do have a physical presence, in that that occur from molecules, and can have the flow traced in the body.
Even the unlogical can be made logical to a certain degree, such as chakra points having hook ups at certain points in the body... Like, when I get anxiety, it's easier for me to ball it in my gut, then pull it out of my solar plexis, than it is for me to focus it out in my breath.
A huge part of the process was doing the basics that I have in my profile, and putting my faith in God.
Hope that helps.
God bless and be well.