I'm not exactly sure if this is normal or if anyone else has felt the same way but ever since I can remember, I have always felt as if there is someone there watching me, following me, and listening to me (even when I am thinking a thought).
I have never in my life been able to get dressed/undressed without wrapping a towel around me or finding some awkward way to get my clothes on/off without getting completely naked, solely due to the strong feeling that someone is watching me.
I also will frequently shower in the dark because I am certain that there is something watching me. I also try to blank my mind as well, because I feel like I am being hacked almost, as if someone knows what I am thinking about. I also feel followed. If you have ever been endlessly followed by a dog with severe separation anxiety, this is similar, except there is no one there of course. I cannot pin point a time where I DIDN'T feel this way as it has literally been my whole life, I have just always thought it was normal, up until now that is.
I have never felt threatened or scared, just awkward and as if my personal space is being invaded.
I have had many spirits come and go over the years, however I have not had any visitors since 2010 (with the exception of my being watched - if that is what's going on here).
I should also add that I am not a paranoid person, and do not suffer from serious mental disorders that list paranoia as a symptom.
I would greatly appreciate any feedback or answers as to what is going on, and if there is anyway I can get rid of whatever is causing this, or at least, put my mind at ease so that I can finally get dressed like a normal person.
Thank you!
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The part of good demon, so let's start this one off with a question. What is a demon? Well
The Ancient Greek word daimōn denotes a spirit or divine power, much like the Latingenius or numen. Daimōn most likely came from the Greek verb daiesthai (to divide, distribute). The Greek conception of a daimōns notably appears in the works of Plato, where it describes the divine inspiration of Socrates. To distinguish the classical Greek concept from its later Christian interpretation, the former is anglicized as either daemon ordaimon rather than demon.
The Greek term does not have any connotations of evil or malevolence. In fact, eudaimonia, (literally good-spiritedness) means happiness. By the early Roman Empire, cult statues were seen, by pagans and their Christian neighbors alike, as inhabited by the numinous presence of the gods: "Like pagans, Christians still sensed and saw the gods and their power, and as something, they had to assume, lay behind it, by an easy traditional shift of opinion they turned these pagan daimones into malevolent 'demons', the troupe of Satan... Far into the Byzantine period Christians eyed their cities' old pagan statuary as a seat of the demons' presence. It was no longer beautiful, it was infested."The term had first acquired its negative connotations in the Septuagint translation of the Hebrew Bible into Greek, which drew on the mythology of ancient Semitic religions. This was then inherited by the Koine text of the New Testament. The Western medieval and neo-medieval conception of a demon derives seamlessly from the ambient popular culture of Late (Roman) Antiquity. The Hellenistic "daemon" eventually came to include many Semitic and Near Eastern gods as evaluated by Christianity.
Over head I am nicely explained the origin of the term "demon" now from reading that from my own opinion of how things came with the flow of time and history's scope of things the term "demon" is no a evil or malevolent word at all, it is a word that in the basic root of it means happiness and divine power, but over the years Christianity and Catholicism have changed and destroyed it to mean the being or worker of the devil/Satan.
Now please don't get me wrong I am a druid in religion but I don't hate on others for there views simply understand history and science as well as religion in a base, I work with my own as a mix of both nature and Druidic and science working hand in hand. I don't believe in the bible as it was made by man, but that does not mean I don't believe in god as a whole, or angels, demons and the supernatural.
But over the years of myself being a druid and I guess it would best to say dabbling in the other sides of the god and dark or "evil" side of the other world and other religions I have come to see that a demon as a whole can make up its own mind to be good or evil/bad they don't just go one way, same with an angel does not have to be good it can fall from grace and be bad and tormenting, what makes it so unknown that a demon can't change its mind and go to be good and not tormenting? Does it not say that in the bible a demon is simply an angel that fell and now lives to torment the people of the earth? Well don't you think it can be like well I did wrong and be forgiven, maybe not go back to god and its holy ways as it fell from them but not work from the devil and just well hang out among the world and people here.
Never close your mind to something simply because you have never known someone saying it before, there is a whole world out there that you have never seen and a whole other side of different religions, ways and knowledge you have yet to grasp, and if you are interested in something you have yet to know about Google it for the world wide web is very helpful in times of need. Hope this helps in the better understanding on a good demon, or well brings up some questions to give a very nice and healthy talk about it.
~Anaya