This Is Weird. Childhood Experiences And Creepy Feeling

At first I apologize for my bad english!:)

The thing is that the last years I have gotten very interested in supernatural things, because of memories and dreams from my childhood.

I should start on my first memory:

I remember when I was a child I could see shadows walking around in my room. (but I have a suspicion that this is just something all child's have experienced)

When I was in school age I remember playing around, but I remember how I really lived the wind, and sometimes it was like I could control it?

Also when I played I remember some strange memories, I remember me and my friend played being hunted, but for me I was like I remember something, I remember being shot by a arrow? Some medieval looking?

And the following memory bugs me. I remember flying, in VERY realistic dreams (It doesn't feel like dreams, but it has to be). AND each time I think of this and know that I can't I get really sad (sometimes cry)

Also, I believe in a soul and is it possible to control this souls energy? Because I really feel like it, it is impossible to explain, but I can feel heat, cold, smells and such with out even be near the things who are making it.

It is way to many things from my childhood and present to mention. The thing is that I has this creepy feeling constantly that it is something I do not know or remember, it is just getting worst by the years! I have always had strange dreams, experiences and such.

I would like any help I could get to know if I'm just crazy or if it is something you see who I don't see in my story?