Nothing like this has ever happened to me. I would have considered myself an extreme skeptic before.
Recently I have been thinking/seeing shadows moving and I feel my deceased grandmother has contacted me. The other day I was sitting in my living room studying for finals, Suddenly I was flooded with images of my grandmother who passed over ten years ago. I had the deepest feeling of her in me. It was the wildest thing I have ever felt. I felt love, memories, I felt her. As if a person could be its own unique feeling like an individual thumbprint. I asked out loud that if she was there, and to show me. Instantly a loud knock came from the vent above (it has never made that noise ever or sense). It inspired me to contact my grandfather and family. Then as soon as I had these feelings they were gone. I was shocked.
Continuing on... I have been having trouble distinguishing dreams/reality at night. I wake-up at the same times every night, almost at the exact same time. I feel like the shadows are moving. Sometimes I chase them (in my dreams) only to find myself running in circles, I will open a door into and it leads into the same room. It feels like something is laughing at me. Occasionally I will have an overwhelming sense of fear, I will force myself to wake-up, and I end up with sleep paralysis. I stare into the dark corners of the room and see nothing. Then I look away and I swear somethings moving.
This all started happening a couple weeks ago. I don't really believe this is a coincidence. I have no clue what's going on I am just a broke college kid. I never realized that the psychic community was so big until I googled it. I am completely ignorant, I thought these were just fairy tales and stories. I'm afraid to tell anyone I know. I don't have money to visit a Doctor or Psychic - What should I do?