I'm in need of some advice/help. Around a year ago I started realizing that I have a few abilities that others would call bit normal. I have always been a little more sensitive than most people and could sense things others could not but I simply ignored it. It started out with just being able to hear electronics that were on in the house (they would be on mute and I would always yell at my brother to turn it off before leaving the house). I could hear the electronics from across my house when they were on mute. I thought I just has really good ears.
Soon after I would experience this ringing noise in my ears sometimes when I was alone. Soon after the ringing I would hear quiet voices. The weird thing is the voices are not outside my head or inside. It's like I hear it with a different part of my mind. It feels odd when this happens (it happens not when I meditate). I also get odd feelings when I go to random places, like a feeling I shouldn't be there. Then I get the ringing in my ears. A few months ago I began exploring clairaudience exercises and that only lasted a week because after only two exercises I started getting negative feelings that I knew were odd. I just need someone to tell me if what I'm experiencing is clairaudience or something different.
I also need to know if it is worth developing. And how I can control my emotions while developing these abilities. I have problems with controlling my "fight or flight" instinct and I would like to be stable emotionally so I can have one less thing to worry about
Thank you for taking time to read my experience and I would greatly appreciate your advice/ help.:)