I am a psychic and clairsentient. I had always believed, since I was very young, that I would never find true love. It was just one of those things that you 'knew'. However, that did not stop me from trying - I began and ended many relationships, none of them too good. Most of them were quite bad, come to think of it.
This summer, I came home after a long day at around 10:40PM. I was exhausted, and began preparing dinner. Just as I was washing some dishes, I suddenly snapped out of my exhaustion and noticed something highly unusual. I was not alone in my apartment. I could sense a very strong, undeniable energy being emitted right beside me. In fact, I was in the company of two very powerful Astral beings.
"Reveal yourselves", I demanded. I had never felt such powerful beings before, even with years of experience. Also, beings could not easily enter my apartment since I usually kept it guarded with pure energy, special crystals, and things of the like. The beings did not respond or budge at my request, but instead smirked, as if they were playing a game with me. Frustrated, I began listening to Buddhist chant in an attempt to push them off the premises. After 15 minutes or so, they were still there. I gave up. I figured that they must have had a very good reason to come here and stay here.
I turned around to face the two beings. To my surprise, they had transformed and revealed their true forms: they were both golden, and composed of orbs or white light. They were about the same height, one with slightly more masculine energy and another with more feminine energy. They spoke at the same time, and relayed a message similar to this, "We understand that you have received a vision of the future, and that you have been in contact with one particular individual." Knowing immediately who they were speaking of, I was then sent a vision. It was very brief, nothing more than 10 seconds: I saw a young man lying on the ground, beaten, and felt myself leaning over him. I was not observing the situation, instead I was in it. I placed my hand on his chest, and softly uttered his name. In that moment, it felt like the most powerful yet painful word in the Universe. That was when the vision ended.
It wasn't the events of the vision that struck me, but instead the way that I felt. I felt so much pain and frustration, I knew that I had to heal the wounded man. And what was more shocking was what I felt when I uttered his name: unconditional Love.
I didn't believe it. It was undeniable that the man I saw in my visions, the individual that I had been in contact with, was and is someone that I will be in Love with. And it wasn't the regular kind of Romance. It was just the kind of thing you knew in your gut, just like how I was so convinced when I was younger that I'd never find Love. What I felt was greater than anything I'd ever known, and in that moment I knew that the individual in question was my Twin Flame or "soulmate".
The beings had mentioned that the young man in the vision is the individual I have been in contact about with my vision of the future. Well, it turns out that the two beings also visited him, and instead of presenting him with a vision, told him that I was his soulmate. We have since then gone over this subject with one another, and have discovered that our feelings towards one another are mutual. Thus, we began a kind of relationship.
It has been three or four weeks since we first got into contact with one another. Everything is going brilliantly. I have never met another person that is so enlightened and brilliant; I have never been able to admire and adore anyone as much as I do him. I am able to be myself around him; I do not feel like I have to match my energies to his because we *are* the same energy.
Everything is great, but there is one problem: he is younger than me.
I know it may not seem like a big deal, but at the time of writing this I am currently (physically) 19 years of age. He claims to be the same, biologically, but physically he is a minor (meaning that he has the outward appearance of a 19 year old, but he is really a minor. His spiritual age is definitely beyond his years). Obviously, I have refused to do anything sexual with him. I have just been laughing all attempts off or avoiding them in some other way. I do love him, and I know he loves me, but I feel that I cannot feel comfortable knowing that he is still technically a minor. I never thought that I'd find anyone younger than me appealing, let alone a minor!
Also, we only know each other through the Internet and astrally/spiritually. He has seen one photo of me, but I have not seen any of him (even though we have seen accurate depictions of one another in our visions). For some reason, this bothers me.
Hm.
I'd really love to hear everyone's thoughts and opinions on this whole situation.
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